Yeah... just news. My mental health is once again in a bad place. My only close friendship irl is over. The only crumb of support I had irl is gone... I was and am still devastated by this and I have no idea what to do. I feel like a horrible person and I don't even know why. What did I do wrong? All I ever wanted was someone I could trust... I'll get over it I'm sure, I've been in this place before, but it hurts so much. I would be lying if I said this won't take a toll on my already declining state of mind.

In other news, I'm starting my first real job next week... Isn't that exciting... Yeah you all know what this means: I will once again slow down on my already non-existent upload schedule - or maybe the fact that I will be forced to manage my time better will have me using that to my advantage... who knows. Also I've been playing with the idea of making a comic for fun lately, which would slow down uploads anyway.. but with my world turning upside down like that, finding myself lonely once again... I don't feel like doing anything