Hey y'all! I felt the need to write something new to replace the old depressive text here. First I have to address the fact that I've reched over 100 fans - thank you all for your support! I've been feeling much better, but my job is a bit of a pain in the ass so sadly I'm barely getting any free time and it's very exhausting. On the bright side I'm finally getting to money to buy the shit I've always wanted to. I'm gonna be 100% honest with you guys: unfortunately no more new stuff this year. I do wanna say I'm (very slowly) working on an awesome collab that hopefully will see the light of day by the end of this year, alongside an artwork related to it.

Yeah... just news. My mental health is once again in a bad place. My only close friendship irl is over. The only crumb of support I had irl is gone... I was and am still devastated by this and I have no idea what to do. I feel like a horrible person and I don't even know why. What did I do wrong? All I ever wanted was someone I could trust... I'll get over it I'm sure, I've been in this place before, but it hurts so much. I would be lying if I said this won't take a toll on my already declining state of mind.

In other news, I'm starting my first real job next week... Isn't that exciting... Yeah you all know what this means: I will once again slow down on my already non-existent upload schedule - or maybe the fact that I will be forced to manage my time better will have me using that to my advantage... who knows. Also I've been playing with the idea of making a comic for fun lately, which would slow down uploads anyway.. but with my world turning upside down like that, finding myself lonely once again... I don't feel like doing anything

I've been thinking about making a discord server for a while and so I did! Up until this point it was really only a close friends group thing - and don't get me wrong, I don't want anything beyond a small chill server, but I felt like it would be a interesting to open it up to my fans. So, here it is! I have zero plans for it. Y'know, I'll be posting WIPs and doodles which don't really get uploaded to Newgrounds. Maybe interact with cool people idk.

Today's my birthday and I thought I'd bring some good news to y'all!

New birthday art, of course - chances are you've already seen it.

I've got new headphones so this means I'm officially back to making music! Original WIPs are already in the works but y'all know how I'm slow with these lol

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Meanwhile I've already started uploading some stuff to my YouTube channel: an indev version of Pipe Kingdom's underwater theme (the final version was already posted here on Newgrounds a while ago, so I thought I'd bring something interesting along with the YouTube upload) + a cover of Nine Circles which might get a full version uploaded here in the future. Remember: these covers are almost exclusively posted on YouTube, because I don't really wanna clog my Newgrounds with them (I only ever post them if they are really interesting and different, like the Electroman Adventures one)

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Anyway, I think that's about it. I'm happy to be back!!!!

I put the B and T in LGBT. That's right, I'm coming out to ya'll. Bi and trans. For way too long now I've kept this to close friends only, thinking it might be better to avoid the hypothetical hassle of random assholes coming to bother me with how shitty the internet is nowadays. But I've changed my mind. I'm coming out to let other LGBT people that follow me know that I fully support and that I am with them. I'm doing this to scare and piss off potential bigots that might be following me as well - you have no place here.

And if you, unlike a bigot, have the willingness to learn something new - do it. Learn about LGBT people. Learn about who we are, what we're fighting for, how things are looking dire for us even today. Find real LGBT people and get to know them. LISTEN to them. There might be things you won't fully understand, but the thing is you don't need to. It's really not that hard to respect other people.

As for music stuff, I don't wanna count my chicken before they hatch, but I might be able to buy a new headphone pretty soon so I can get back to making bangers.

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Edit: artwork added!

hey yall since i posted about this on my dead youtube channel community i thought it was fair to post about it here too

headphone broke

yeah

i probably wont be posting anything music related until i get a replacement

also im sick so i probably wont be posting at all for a while

Apparently it's 2024 tomorrow so yeah, happy new year everybody!!

It's rewind time. This year I got:

• Original art and music done (poggers)
• Two frontpages (very poggers)
• At least the double of fans I had last year (poggers?)
• In an event (considerably poggers)

What's to be expected next year:

• More original art and music
• Being more active here

Thanks to Dry for hosting the Music Secret Santa, it was really fun so I'm definitely partaking in it again next xmas. I might also participate in other audio events next year, who knows.

Today's my birthday and I finally finished an art showcasing my original characters!

That's all.

I'm happy to announce that Hexelectron's Super Cat Wars just released today! Here's a gameplay video.

Also, I just finished uploading my part of the OST. Well... I might update or add new tracks, but only time will tell.

I don't expect anyone to know what SCW is, so just go read about it on the gamejolt page.

So, this is to kind of clarify what I said in my latest song's description: a while ago I exchanged my terrible laptop for a PC hoping for something better and yeah, needless to say it's kinda the same thing and comes with even worse problems like suddenly crashing.

The reason I'm saying this is because, no matter how much my old laptop sucked, I could at least do something in a DAW. Every track I made before 2021 was in FL Studio, I don't know how, but it handled it decently despite having a terrible amount of RAM and CPU. I haven't tried making music on this computer, but I'd rather not even try, because I am pretty damn sure it can't handle a DAW like FL Studio. So, I've been only using it for studying and seldom uploading tracks to SoundCloud or Newgrounds - essentially just using my browser - and it has been pretty bad at that. To give you an idea: I'm kinda speedrunning typing this right now, hoping my PC won't crash in the next few minutes.

And this has demotivated me so much to make music, I have stopped doing it for several months and the only way I have of making music right now is on my phone. I won't be here stating the obvious, but you know how mobile DAWs have their annoying limitations and that has demotivated me even much.

So, what will happen? I don't know, maybe I'll get used to it and upload more tracks made on my phone, I might not upload until I get a better PC (which would inevitably take a while). I doubt anyone cares, because I'm not going to lie, Newgrounds has been the last place I upload my finished tracks and I have always been inactive here, part of it is because I'm not really used to this site in particular, but I'm posting this anyway to elaborate more on my current situation on making music.